Trust Me, Trust You

Trust. Something that takes years and years to build, and one second to break. That's how everything is. Relationships, friendships, hope, love, reputation, excitement..the list goes on. All the things people strive for it seems. And then all the feelings such as hate and anger can be stirred in a second and take years to repair. That's why life can be dumb. And various other reasons, that I won't go into detail with in this episode of blogging. I have had friends in the past that I've trusted with all my heart, and then one day it's just over by the snap of their finger, and we just stop talking, just like that. I don't get it. Although, that's junior high I suppose. You know, random silent treatment days, those are the greatest. You're standing there like "what the heck did I do?" It's kinda funny looking back on though. We thought we were so cool. I've learned so much in the past year. We tried to tell ourselves we weren't dramatic, all the people around us were, but I know for one thing, I was a dramatic person. I still can be to be perfectly honest. I suppose that's just how it goes, especially grade 7-8. What dumb hormonal years! Back to trust. I want so much for people to trust me, but I have to remind myself that's not how it goes. And I know how it takes me a long time to trust someone. A really long time sometimes. That's probably better then the "heart on my sleeve" aspect. Or maybe I'm missing out on some to be friendships? Not taking chances also isn't the way to be. Meh. I don't have to have all the answers yet I suppose. That's why blogs were invented. To vent. Somewhere to be opinionated. Well that's what I use mine for.