May 5, 2011

I Need You Here

God, I need you here. Speak through me please. I need your love here with me, give me strength to say what I need to say! I feel like I'm collapsing under the pressure, and I'm honestly scared. I believe you can save me from this. I believe fully, because I'm yours God, and you will never leave me.
This is what I was saying this afternoon. I had a pounding headache because I over stress about everything. But the scary thing is what I'm thinking about is a legit big deal...I need to put my full hope and trust in God. Prayers please. God's working through me and I need to know what to say. I have a lot on my back right now. I need you here God with me! Help me to be who you want me to be.
Storm by Lifehouse has gotten me through everything lately. It's such a beautiful song. Look it up if you have the time.
And by the way, everyone, go to Soul'd. Get tickets online if you haven't already done that, or Crave on Monday, but either way I wanna see you there. It will actually change your life...and if you don't believe there's a God before that, you surely will afterwards. It is extremely moving. I love it. I love that feeling. At crave a few weeks ago, it was one of those experiences were I had my hands up in the air, and fully praising God, it was amazing. Once I sat back down one of my guy friends was like "it feels amazing, doesn't it?" That it does. Nothing will top that feeling!!!
God is such a huge stress reliever in my life. Especially lately. I feel like an instrument of peace for him or something. I think something awesome is going to happen...soon.
Listen to me ramble. Oh well, God does that to a person. This immense inner joy that can't help but bubble over. It's a beautiful thing!!!

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